Saturday, July 5, 2008

CD 17

So yesterday I had some more pretty bad pains on my left side. Always my left side. I was even too dizzy and out of it to go on our daily walk. I felt better as the day went on, though. I had more peak-type mucus, and this morning my temp went up slightly, but not a huge spike. My mood is weird, changing constantly. One minute I'm crying, feel depressed and sorry for myself and the next I am furiously cleaning. That's not like me (the cleaning part, at least).

Oh, and I finished my adoption reference letter I had to write for friends last night at 2:30 a.m. I just felt like doing it right then.

Right now I'm in a boring mood, so I will end this post. Hopefully I'll have something more interesting to say later.

3 comments:

  1. I usually get my "O" pains on the left, too. Never made sense to me until after my Lap, when Dr. Stegman mentioned that I had a lot of sticky endometriosis around my left ovary, causing it to stick in one place. But even now after the surgery, I still seem to get pains on the left around ovulation... maybe it's referred pain?? Don't know.

    Anyway, I think I'm about to O soon, as well. I've yet to take an opk today (I use them as back-ups), but yesterday's was ALMOST +. So I'll probably O tomorrow. Unfortunately that means probably no acupuncture treatment this time for O. Stupid weekend.

    Maybe all that excess cleaning is an early stage of nesting :) Maybe you're about to catch that egg!!

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  2. Ya, I hadn't thought about that, but my left ovary was the really bad one too. It was like 5 times the normal size. It's all fixed up now, but perhaps it is still healing (it's been six months, is that crazy to assume it's still getting back to normal?)

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  3. Hope (that's what I'm going to call you so that I don't have to type out allyouwhohope), not crazy to assume ongoing recovery after six months. Up to a year could be needed, though. Just to lend balance, even with healthy ovaries, a lot of women feel that stitch or pain depending on which ovary is letting loose that month. So it could be entirely normal, too.

    I wanted to comment about your visiting my blog. It's not for the faint-hearted. I'm old (as in old enough to be your mom), and I am very outspoken at times, so it might not be the best place for you to hang out while you are suffering. Having said that, I will say that I too have suffered a lot, though not the same ways as you; and I do share your deep faith and hope.

    I can't say what has kept me coming back to your blog, but as long as I do, I'll keep you in my prayers and say hello now and then. Please don't feel obligated to read mine unless you want to. I hate to just lurk and never say hello.

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