Then it got bigger and bigger, almost inescapable. I didn't understand all the lingo (and still don't), but I found myself paying closer attention, and praying. I gave in and spent a night on the website, looking at every picture. Then I read that I could become a prayer warrior for a child and I knew what I had to do.
I sent an email to Reece's Rainbow and eagerly awaited the response. Who would be our child?
I teared up when I saw her...

...because along with being totally adorable (and dressed like a little princess in a beautiful pink dress, pink shoes and big hair bow), she has epilepsy. You know who else has epilepsy? Ryan. Or, had it (he's been seizure free for more than ten years). I can't help but think we were meant to pray for her.
Her name is Anne. She's four years old. And epilepsy is her only medical issue, as far as I know. Yet she's in an orphanage, without a family of her own.
It's shocking to think that epilepsy - something Ryan has dealt with, something other relatives of mine deal with - is the reason that this sweet little girl is living in an orphanage. Yes, it can be a debilitating disorder. Sometimes extremely difficult to treat. And in Anne it appears to have caused some delays. But it breaks my heart to think it's keeping her from having a mommy and a daddy.
I pray all throughout the day for little Anne, and we pray for her at meal times and before bed with the kids. Clara already knows Anne's name and says it specifically (along with constantly asking Jesus for "another baby" lately, but that's a topic for another post!).
Tonight, as we knelt on the floor of Clara's room and prayed for Anne during bed-time prayers, my heart simultaneously filled with joy and broke when Clara asked Jesus for a "mommy bring her home."
Our family knows a little something about a mommy (and daddy) bringing a baby home. And what an enormous blessing adoption can be. How more good than could ever be imagined can come from a broken situation. And how that sweet child can nestle her way into your heart in ways you never thought possible. I could go on and on.
Anne needs her very own mommy to bring her home. A mommy and a daddy, and maybe even siblings, to cuddle her, make her giggle uncontrollably, and kiss her goodnight. She should be kneeling on the floor of her very own bedroom saying her bed-time prayers.
Please join me in praying that beautiful Anne's mommy and daddy do find her, and quickly. And for healing for her epilepsy. And for all the innocent little sweethearts at Reece's Rainbow.
If you'd like to read more about Anne, and even consider donating to her adoption fund, go here.
And if you want to become a prayer warrior, go here. You won't regret it.
I, too, was afraid and finally spent a bit this weekend looking. Thank you so much for letting me know you could be a prayer warrior! I will be praying for Anne. Beautiful post.
ReplyDeleteJust sent an e-mail to Laurie to become a prayer warrior. Thanks for the heads up! I have found myself on RR a lot lately and have felt a definate stirring to do something. We're not in a position to adopt internationally right now, but this is a great thing to do for a specfic child. It's so neat to see what God can do through this amazing organization!
ReplyDeleteOh my goodness, she is beautiful. Thank you for sharing that it's been difficult for you to read about these RR orphans. It's been the same way for me. I have been reading about them, and it's been breaking my heart, and I have to stop looking. But then I start looking again. You and your family (esp Clara) are amazing prayer warriors for Anne!
ReplyDeleteI will pray! What a beautiful little girl.
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for doing this important work of prayer and advocacy! It goes in cycles for me. I was so heartbroken at first, I couldn't go on the site. Then, I got empowered by the results of all the prayer and advocacy: Kids were finding homes because we spread the word! So now, even if I get occasionally heartbroken again and don't want to look, overall it is peaceful and energizing, knowing that each of us CAN make a difference and help save these children. And that God is ultimately in control.
ReplyDeleteAnne is gorgeous and I know that with your family's prayer and advocacy, she will be well-covered. How sweet about Clara!
PS: You might want to link directly to her page, in case someone wants more info on adopting Anne, or wants to donate to her fund. You never know whose heart will be stirred by seeing her face… ;)
ReplyDeleteOk, I just realized I should probably make the link more obvious :)
DeleteOh Anne! She is adorable. I wish I could adopt her!
ReplyDeleteG and I looked through the website last Friday night and I was brought to tears. These precious babies with no one to hold them! So, so sad. I'll have to request a baby to pray for now too. Thanks for sharing the link.
thanks so much for sharing this... I too sent an email to become a prayer warrior for one of these precious children. my heart is broken and I am in tears but I serve a God who works on behalf of orphans and calls us (His people) to work too. Thanks again. I can't wait to be a prayer warrior for one of these awesome kids!
ReplyDeleteSo glad you are her prayer warrior-what a perfect match. It is hard to look, but it is reality. We just have to keep hope in Christ and realize that these little ones are blessed in ways that we can't understand. Their path to heaven is a lot wider than ours...
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